1. |
I Feel Alone.
00:39
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I feel alone
I am not alone
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2. |
Clean
04:49
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Boxin’ me in again
\I guess I don’t see a reason for it to stop.
And maybe I can feel alive again
\But only once I’m a snowstorm away .
\From you
\Even God needs a break or two
\So let’s stop pretending that we don’t.
\Or do I have to go?
Everything’s nice and neat
Away in it’s space
Even me, Even me
That’s where you want me, right?
That’s where you want me, right?
\That’s where we need me to be
We have to talk it out again
\I guess I don’t see a reason for it to stop
I’d like to make something that’s -
\Not for you
\Even God needs a break or two
\So let’s stop pretending that we don’t.
\Or do I have to go?
Everything’s nice and neat
Away in it’s corner
Even me, Even me
That’s where you want me, right?
That’s where you want me, right?
\That’s where we need me to be (x2)
\Maybe we shouldn’t be
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3. |
Game Over, Man
03:30
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4. |
Wow.
03:23
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Come on, man
Let lose, have fun, shut up
No one’s gonna see you when the lights are going crazy
When the energy is hopping! When the dance floor is pulsating
I-I-I-I
Think you’re looking cute, you look fun
You look free
You look like me
Yeah? Yeah
Everyone’s staring at each other
So why do I feel them all looking at me
Looking at me
At me
At me
I’m watching hands tighten on bottles
As they’re all looking at me
Looking at me
Stop looking
Stop looking
Stop Looking
That DJ’s got wandering eyes, man
You think he’d have to focus on the music, but he just pushes the crowd higher and faster, and looser
He probably isn’t even a real DJ, he probably has everything automated to the perfect tenth of a second to make everyone feels change while staying in the hands of someone who wants to use you, and get you more and more drinks
He’s just pretending.
Who isn’t just pretending
Maybe we’re all a DJ trying to pretend we’re making music in front of a crowd but, are just playing tracks and cross fading until everyone’s so wasted that time itself molds into a molasses that pulls your subconscious into a state of uneventful nothingness. And people’ll continue to use music and refuse to question their state until all the sudden, the water’s gone, there’s a doctor telling you your expiration date and life, who up until now had been impatiently tapping its foot for you to leave the house, finally opens the door and holds out its hand, expecting some return for what you’ve taken.
What the fuck?
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5. |
Wow!!!
04:53
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I’m feeling good,
Satisfied!
I don’t know
\What’ll come tonight
But I’m sure
It’ll be
\Anything but serene
The moon
\winked on my way out
The sun
\Told me to stay down
I’m feeling good,
Satisfied!
I don’t know
\What’ll come tonight
But I’m sure
It’ll be
\Anything but serene
You’ve got groove
And you’ve got class
You’ve got moves
\So shake your ass!!!
Shut up! Shut up!
Why do you have to talk right now?
I can’t hear the music
\And I can’t hear your heartbeat
I can’t tell if I’m scared of the drugs
Or if I’m scared of how relieved I’ll feel after
But I guess that won’t matter
\You know it won’t matter
Verse
The moon
\winked on my way out
The sun
\Told me to stay down
You’ve got groove
And you’ve got class
You’ve got moves
\So shake your ass!!!
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7. |
The Eyes Of Heaven
04:32
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Two destinies
Intertwined for a time
Had to go their separate ways
\Say it’s not so
And maybe things’ll change
But they won’t
So she’ll just think about
\All the ways she made her feel
To the eyes
It will seem
\Like she’s coasting on a far-off dream
But in her heart
Only she knows what it’s like to live within
\The Eyes of Heaven
The moon looks down
On wanderers like her
Because on nights when it’s full
\It likes to be heard
But she’ll cry
“Oh how I’ve pleaded
To share the sight of you
\With the one who loves me”
No one answers
She’ll have to make her own destiny
Away from the hands
\That plagued her
Away from gods
Away from the past
\Away from you
To the eyes
It will seem
\Like she’s coasting on a far-off dream
But in her heart
Only she knows what it’s like to live within
\The Eyes of Heaven
And when it’s done
\She’ll be thinking of you
But then, it’ll be done
In the same way she was left by you
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I’m your candy for the night
I’m told that I’m so sweet
I’ll be your smokestack for the night
I’m told that I’m good at it, so just stop talking
In a world of jewels
I’m a candy necklace wrapped around your teeth
In a world of nothing special
I’m a great conversation piece
This key isn’t mine, I’ve spent all my time
This lock doesn’t have a hole no more
Make me act just like I seem
Makes me fuck just like I-,
Fuck just like I dream
I’m your heart beat for the night
Sing bum-babum-babum-babum-bum-bum
I can feel it in my throat
Like bum-babum-babum-babum-bum-bum
This key isn’t mine, I’ve spent all my time
This lock doesn’t have a hole no more
Make me act just like I seem
Makes me fuck just like I-,
Fuck just like I
This isn’t mine
But it’s gonna be (x#)
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9. |
Conflict
06:29
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I’m trying hard to find my way out
\Of insignificance
They all say you think you’re great right now
\Just wait until your famous
Someone told me that I got all that soul
\In my heart
But I don’t got much of that anymore
\Oh no
What matters to a world where change is progress
And innovation is the only thing that
\Sets us apart from time and dust
I just want to have fun (hold fun)
I just want to have fun (hold fun)
I just don’t know, I just don’t know
\If I’m made for this
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10. |
Life Moves On
04:24
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I knew it’d fade
But I thought it wouldn’t
I knew we’d grown apart
\But I thought we didn’t
10 months of nothing
Your heartbeat stayed the same
Or are you wrong
\And does it matter now?
I think you’re right
I think you need someone new
But I know
\That what I needed was you.
Will you think of me?
Will you keep any of our memories?
\I’ll move on when my heart grows full
Things will die
Things will grow apart
But for some reason
\I thought we were different
I’ll move on
Life, always moves on
But I hope you know
\That I can’t turn back
Will you think of me?
Will there be any memories?
\I’ll move on when my heart grows full
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11. |
Life Always Moves On
03:49
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